Scene: Surprise meeting with the project owner 0-3 days before the go-live date

“Hey team, the business and I have decided to postpone the project release by n=1-3 months because [they aren’t ready for it / it isn’t finished /regulatory reasons]. And since we have some extra time now, we can tie up all the loose ends on this project (i.e., ‘we’ve added n+1 months worth of backlog items to the MVP’).”

I’m still a greenish dev, so maybe this is normal, but I’ve had the same story going on for over a year now, and it’s really starting to burn me out. In the beginning, I was optimistic. Now I just hope for the project to fail, or me to get off somehow, but this thing just won’t die.

Anyone with experience on similar projects able to share words of advice? Do they ever end up working out? Seems there’s a death spiral, since we are always rushing to a deadline, forgoing tests and quality but never cleaning up our mess because we’re already behind. Yet I somehow feel like I’m the crazy one for thinking this 6-month “quick” side project turned 2+ year half-rewrite will have trouble meeting it’s Nth deadline.

  • yournameplease@programming.devOPEnglish
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    7 months ago

    Yes, considering it as a paid education always helps. I don’t really think of anyone here as a mentor, so I usually have to study on my own to learn what I need, and I still tend to regret most design decisions I make. And there’s just that looming feeling that everything I’ve worked on is ultimately worthless. But I guess all of this is just part of the software development job, ha.

    Interesting that you say jumping damages the personal image, since it seems what most others here advocate. This job gives me good perspective, so I still wouldn’t want to go elsewhere without convincing myself that it’s a meaningful improvement.

      • yournameplease@programming.devOPEnglish
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        7 months ago

        Thanks for the response. I agree that the project’s big boss has an impressive ability to BS on the greatness of our project, and it may be enough to push the project past the finish line.

        It seems you put a lot of weight on the project’s “triumph.” If the project fizzles out or fails spectacularly, does that not make you more of “the fool who couldn’t do it and didn’t know when to quit?” I don’t think I’d hold it against my coworkers for leaving if they think it would improve their situation. (And doesn’t a sound project plan account for the fact that you may lose people every so often?)

        Interesting note about small job market though. I only have a ~20 person IT department without much churn so it feels quite small to me still. How do you see this reputation spreading? Just the diaspora of former coworkers is wide enough that most/many companies tend to have someone who knows / has heard of you?