• BallShapedMan@lemmy.world
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    2 months ago

    I kept track of every single knuckle pop, so if I popped one whole finger it would be 3 pops. I started by measuring my baseline and then setting goals. If I made my goal that day I could do something nice for myself like play video games or get desert with my family.

    Took me almost 2 years.

    And for 3 to 4 years after occasionally I’d have nightmares that I started popping them again. And over that same time period as winter would approach the desire to pop them got really intense.